I know that I haven't blogged in, like, forever, but whatever. I am so pissed off. I will say this: Some people are serious back-stabbing, two-faced traitors. I never thought that any of my friends could be like that. It's like, the more I get to know some people, the less I want to know them, you know? So we had this big fight about this dude or whatever and we got over it and were still really good friends. I was talking to him and everything was great. She went on and on about how much she did NOT like him. So, yesterday, I was walking down to my bus stop and she was walking with him. I called her and she turned around adn waved and was all what's up. We were really far away and somebody got in my way. When I saw them, they were holding hands and she was all up on him. He does not like her! She is suuuch a flirt. He's not thinking about her, doesn't want that. She so did that so that I wouldn't want to catch up with them or something. She does all that stuff and then has the nerve to come up and be all, well, I guess you're not going to prom with him. I was like, you think so, bia? I...she makes me angry. Then I was listning to Christina Aguilera's song 'Fighter.' And it made me feel better in that I have channeled my anger properly. I'm still ticked.
ok. sorry for the cliche but...ya know its the truth. sooo much has happened since last i blogged. the paper that john and i were working on came out well. i started coaching and am in the process of auditioning for a play or two. i'm getting more and more excited about getting back into the theatre scene. it has been a while. i finally get to step out and SHINE! lol. ok. well here is a link of me and one of my coaches:
1) i stayed for about a half an hour after school today to help john write this paper that we were workin on. we were the only ones in the computer lab and i guess nobody knew that we were in there. we heard keys at the door. we were kinda far from the door. so by the time we got there it was locked and our jailer had walked away. so we sat there like 'oh no!' then we finished typing our paper. john called the school from our phone and they made an announcement for the janitor to go open the room. i felt so relieved. we were free!
2) go Joe Liebermann or General Clark! i was a while ago pro-Howard Dean but then Joe Liebermann crushed him in that debate or whatever a couple of weeks ago. i was like wow. so i've been payin much more attention and i'm mostly liebermann but thinkin clark. even though i can't vote yet... hmmhmm.
3) go to www.nationstates.net it is pretty groovy. ttul.
(1) hm. so like. today was the first day back to school. and i can honestly say that i sooo wish that i had never switched schools. this school is really great in some ways like so many clubs to join and more people. way mroe guys than the other school. bt no one cares about anything! even in my accelerated courses. its so ridiculous. i wanna go back to the arts school but switch majors.
(2) I was listening to Boyz II Men's 'Al Ver Del Camino' (The End Of The Road..in Spanish). and it was really fun and then i heard mike's spoken part and it scared the crap out of me because i thought it was this guy i kno. ok. um. ttul. :)!
Ok. So I have always thought that Communism was a really cool concept. We read the Constitution of the USSR and some of Frederick Engels' work. I was like hmm..Well, its too bad why it doesn't ever really work. I was ignorant then to why it didn't work. But I saw a tiny, simplification of the reason why it didn't work today in sunday school. My sister was passing out markers and decided that she was going to give each person two markers. But she withheld THREE for herself. I was like...power hog! And I grabbed her third marker. That was it. People near me interrupted and people began jockeying to be the person with the most markers, thusly far superior to everyone else who had the same thing. I was like whoa, nelly!
So. My New Year's was kickass. We went out to the Island and just had fun. I put my golf ball in the wrong part of par aide while we were playin putt putt golf so we had to share three balls among four people. i kno it sounds dumb but it was sooo much fun.
omg. so i just had a revelation. i was pourin some sprite and i started thinkin about root beer floats and whether or not you could have them with sprite. then i was like omg it would be so much better with ginger ale. Ginger ale is like so much sexier. ok. sorry for the ditz moment.
ok. so its been quite a while since i last blogged. don't get the wrong impression from my last blog...i so totally love the Lord of teh Rings. the books are just awesome. but a lil satire can't hurt...can it?
1) Lee Boyd Malvo
They gave the dude life in prison without the chance of parole. I mean, if he killed those people and was under the control of his own reason then that is the best punishment for him. (I'm anti-death penalty...could you tell?) OK. I really...I don't know. Something about those trials doesn't seem right.
2) Kafka's Metamorphosis and Existentialism So. We are reading Franz Kafka's very well-known novel in English class. I started it. It was kinda weird. It seem slike it'll be god, though.
3) The Government Well. Ed Rendell is a mess. I didn't want thim to be elected and this is why. He is raising the personal income tax 10%! I don't even pay income tax and I'm upset. He also totally f-ed up the Carnegie Library System by cutting like half of their funding. More ranting and raving about that at a later date.
4) Opinions If someone doesn't beleive the same thing as you...on a religious plane. Like, their beliefs are 100% the opposite and you believe in equal strengths, who is right? Because I believe that my God is xyz. So I think that I"m right. But the other person believes that their God is abc with as much strength as I do. Who is to say that one person is wrong? or right?
omg. so i'm all done with my christmas shopping. i can't believe that i got it all down in two days! i went to the mall once and two seperate stores. i'm so proud. so two more days of school for this (calendar) year. i am loving that. so last night i went to see 'A Midsummer Night's Dream'. it was so rowdy. in the play this girl i kno got talked mugriento too. but i had a lot of fun. its such a fun play. i wish that i still went to that school and could have been in it. mk. ttul.
so i kno that i'm blogging this late but i've been so busy. so.
1) The Lord of the Rings: The Return Of The King
the best movie that i have seen in sooo long. omg. i won't say too much about it for those of you who have not seen it but OMG! i saw it at 12:10 AM (which means EARLY wednesday morning). got 1.5 hours of sleep cuz i had to go to school but it was sooo worth it. lol. i mean. dang. it was just an all around good movie.
2) Saddam Hussein's Little Holes so. i heard a couple of days ago that the 'Lion of Mesopotamia' had multiple holes. like. a hole in most of the little huts in that little village near Tikrit.
3) Isolationism i rode the bus home with a friend of mine. he believes that the United States should revert to a very isolatonist way of governing. i tried to explain to him that it was too alte for all of that. this country is so involved in teh afffairs of so many other countries that it would take so long to revert to isolationism. plus other countries would see us as weak and on and on and on. he doesn't get it though. so we agreed to disagree.
4) Friday Night its friday night. i'm goin out. its gonna be so great. more details L8R. ttul. :)!
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME: [x] scary movies [x] the thought of failure [x] ghetto people. lol...sorta. THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH: [x] julian [x] kerry [x] shawn THREE THINGS I LOVE: [x] music [x] boys! :)! [x] my friends THREE THINGS I HATE: [x] my school [x] when my lips are not glossed at sooo the wrong time. [x] piano accompaniment THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND: [x] how to draw football plays [x] physics [x] physics THREE THINGS ON MY DESK: [x] speakers [x] panera tumbler [x] celly THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW: [x] typing [x] waiting to go see ROTK [x] 'homework' THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE: [x] go on a road trip with kurtis [x] go to spain [x] go to bethlehem..where Jesus was born THREE THINGS I CAN DO: [x] speak spanish [x] tae kwon do [x] color guard THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO: [x] be mean for a loong time. [x] eat a whole pizza [x] 360 side kicks THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY: [x] water [x] OJ [x] punch ------------RIGHT NOW------------ * Wearing: jeans and a blue shirt * I'm feeling: joyous * Eating: Nothing * Drinking: nothing * Thinking about: my boo * Listening to: chingy * Talking to: rae,, james othe rppl on aim ------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------ * Cried: no * Worn a skirt: no * Met someone new: yes. * Cleaned your room: yes * Done laundry: naw * Driven a car: nope ------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------ * Yourself: yeah * Your friends: yeah * Santa Claus: no * Tooth Fairy: nope * Angels: yes * Ghosts: no * UFO's: no ------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------ * Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend: no * Like anyone?: yeah * Who have you known the longest of your friends: becca * When you cried the most: night my grandma died * What is the best feeling in the world: making someone feel loved * Worst Feeling: rejection or failure * Who sent this to you: off someone's blog same. lol. *this or that* [boxers or briefs?] neither...i'm a girl. on guys though...hmm... [plaid or striped?] striped but it depends. [scream or scream2 or scream3?] n/a. [ska or punk?] punk [salt or pepper?] pepper [okay, ok, or o.k.?] mk [bright colors or dark colors?] depends. [tic-tacs or certs?] tic tacs [sunshine or rain?] sunshine [rain or snow?] rain [sun or moon?] Moon [silver or gold?] Silver [silk, cotton, or flannel sheets?] SILK [preps or freaks?] 'preps' [popcorn-with or w/out butter?] without [ketchup, mayo, mustard, or relish?] ketchup [shampoo+conditioner in one or separate?] separate
*if you were _______, what would you be?* [an animal] un mono mono con shawn y jessica [a fruit] grapefruit [a color] silver [a bug] ladybug so say cat and becca *short answer* [are you smart?] not when it comes to like common sense [do you like onions?] sometimes [what instruments can you play?] trumpet, trombone, piano and clarinet [what words do you overuse?] like [do you like to fingerpaint?] yeah [do you sleep with socks on?] no [are you ticklish?] yeah! [are you shy?] sometimes [do you talk to yourself?] no [is your house 1, 2, or 3 stories] 3 [do you have a basement or an attic?] both [did you go to preschool?] yeah...twice. [are you a morning person?] depends
omg. i had such a good day. i got to see my boo-to-be. i luv him. anyway. like, we had a really good discussion during yag today. it was about isolationism and how the us should revert back to it. sam david and i were against that idea...but we so dominated with our factual information and stuff. well. i had to leave eraly so i don't kno how it went. peace out.
whoa! i kno i blogged already today but i'm on cnn's website! look at this:
A nurse who claims to have killed as many as 40 patients was charged Monday with murder in the death of one of them and attempted murder in another case, New Jersey authorities said.
40 patients? makes you kinda scared to go to the hospital, huh? well. it scares me a lil. but my mom is an rn so....ya know. but dude. that's sick. what's with the serial killing? i mean the just caught that green river killer dude. and the sniper cases are going on. ah. o.
"Good riddance. The world is better off without you, Mr. Saddam Hussein." haha. that made me laugh some. till i thought about it. tell me if i'm bein dumb...but does he wanna give saddam the death penalty...already? i mean that's kinda an odd thing to say. i'm not debating his desire for him to have it.
so. poor colin powell. i'm glad that his surgery went ok. he's my homie...lol. i wish. he seems together with his shizzle. but u kno who has kinda faded? that condoleeza rice lady. i mean, b4 she was all up in the news not anymore.
btw, does anyone kno whatever happened to elian gonzalez? is he still in cuba? is he with his father? if u hav info...please tell me.
whatever happened to him? (J. Luna) they had all of those theories adn interviews and then everything got shut up! hmm...wonder why? i don't. its because there are like two people that own all of the news channels. one of them bein that rupert murdoch guy. i mean fox news is even more of a joke now. u kno? anyway. we have a 2 hour delay for school 2morrow! i'm so lovin that.
omg. so after forever of trying us coalition forces, as most of you know, have finally caught saddam hussein (one way of spelling his name). like that is so good for morale and stuff but his negro osama is still hidin. we ain't neva gonna catch him.
my issue is: WHERE ARE ALL OF THE WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION THAT EVERYONE WAS CRYING ABOUT BEFORE?
i mean. they were such a big deal not too long ago. now nobody cares.
mood - rejoicing. i wanna dance in the street but its kinda snowy out there.
music - actually 'Spoonful' by Willie Dixon just came on LaunchCAST. mk. ttul.
i don't kno what the title has to do with anything. aaah well. my buddy just got back from carolina del sur. missed him oodles. i found my notebook where i had my Marcos Antonio short stories. last night i wrote another story. its quite a few years after the first one. so i want to get them copyrighted and published. my aunt is gonna help with that.
o. and i added a little chatterbox...thing. :arrow:
soo..if you have any ideas for plots for short stories about a Latin American male. the stories happen from his birth to age 20 or so. a close friend of his has died. yeah. but post your plot lines as comments or if you want you can email them to me at: panchoraul04@yahoo.com
hey. so i found some nice manga sites that show how artists create their 'masterpieces' some of the people out there are decent. i got a really big sheet of paper and have been sketchin for a couple of hours. well. i'm sick...and tired. so...
Would that my heart were warmed by the fire of requited love!
so. i would introduce myself but that's a pretty obvious first entry. hmm...well. something i've been thinkin about a whoooole lot. i welcome allll advice! :)! I like this guy. He's told me he loves me and all that stuff. But I'm not sure if he means it. He's sort of....loose. Like he messes with other girls. We've kissed and some people ahve been like o...he must really like you but i'm not sure. We did have a nice embrace..er, encounter lol. on friday though. but. i kno that he really does like me. and he's said tsome stuff that makes me think that he's serious...about me! so.... :D ! lol.
so. wanna chat? comment? then do it! my aim sn is: jitterbux. or you can just leave a comment here.
